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Musings.

Sometimes, words don't come to mind because one lacks inspiration but other times there are simply no words. In my case, the latter is relative.

Here's what I am able to put forth at this point:

• Good things don't fall into your lap and when you hurt a little for them you appreciate them better and their value increases throughout.
• Companionship is the greatest comfort/contentment/blessing in the world. With God, or with another human being, or just another breathing life, it is irreplaceable, often life changing, and indescribably amazing.
• Finding something, anything, that you know in your soul you want in your life is altering. A certain peace comes about knowing what you want for your self forever and pursuing it is incredibly fulfilling.
• Naturally you love someone with your heart but you can love them with your mind too. By saying that you will love someone for good you are consciously choosing to make them work. It may not be the passionate frenzy of love as we feel it but it's more infallible and committed.
• Appreciation for all things makes day to day life more magical and less painful. I have Miko, Mom, and Ethan, I have a body that works, and enough talent to make me useful. The rest, I can make work.
• Feeling close to humanity is good and one should always look for ways to connect to other people. They make things worth it.

Much has happened since I last wrote anything here and maybe these are things that I have allowed to completely wash over me in the meantime. I don't really know. I just am coming to realize that adulthood is everything mixed together and learning how to pull through and appreciating every person and every moment for what it can be.

Because I feel strong now I'll probably have a teary breakdown later. I think that this is part of at least my adulthood. And I will deal.

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