I feel like writing stuff so I will! There is nothing particularly exciting going on lately for me, but since when does that matter?
I'm donating my hair on Saturday and I'm really excited about that. I've been looking up a lot of information on the people who get the hair, and how the hair is processed, and blahblahblah. I was surprised a little bit. For instance, I thought my hair would be going to someone who was undergoing chemotherapy, but as it turns out that is probably not the case. Rather, the recipient will likely be someone (under the age of 21, usually a girl) who suffers from permanent hair loss. Imagine never having had hair, or ever having the hope of growing any. Especially when you're in middle or high school which sucks enough as it is.
I don't know. I'd been having a little anxiety about what I'd do with hair so short and how much I'd miss my big curls and seeing all that information just took it away. I felt like a pretty horrible person at that point, as you can imagine. Now I'm just really, really stoked which is coooool.
Hmmm. I got my ACT scores in the mail today. I got a 27, which I can't decide how to feel about. On one hand, I didn't study hard, or exert a lot of effort into taking the test. I didn't work hard before hand and so I don't feel prideful about it. I mean, I know I'm smart, I've always been able to do things easily so why is this any different? On the other hand, intellect is something I'm gifted with. It's what I'm best at, and I've always appreciated that aspect of my natural genetics. Soooo, I beat Miko's original score by one point, without hardly trying. But. I didn't work for it. It just happened. Besides that, I need a five point increase in order to be simply and easily set by graduation (hello, free ride that I need). So I...yeah. I still don't know.
I read a PostSecret that resonated with me. It said, "Sometimes I pretend I've time-traveled to the past and am re-living my life. Time with friends and family suddenly becomes a gift, a chance to be with them once more before they're gone again. " I realized that this is actually a very cool perspective, one that does make that time more magical and meaningful. I think I've used way too many 'sensational-speaker words'. I'm going to blame this on Dr. Lawson and move on.
I wish there was some way to explain with words how much having Miko means to me. I have such a friendship and bond with him and it's incredible how good for me he is. Being close enough to touch him gives me such a breath of fresh air and I am just in awe of how sweet it is that we've spent an eighth of my life together and yet it gets cooler and more fun all the time. I hate to gush but I have to because he's something that is always there for me in my mind.
I have twenty seven and a half days of sophomore high school left. I'm starting to be thankful for it. I've been craving more and more sleep and more and more warmth and lots of Amish country (that dream has not been forgotten, mind you) and movies with my boyfriend and dresses. I just have come to the point wherein I'm stretching thin and I want more strawberry ice cream in my diet.
And with that, I am going to sleep in my warm cozy bed because like I said, I need more snoozes.
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